I decided I would share this blog with Facebook today. I was waiting until the book was complete, but that seems a long time coming. So much has happened since I wrote the first hypothesis, based on a dream.... Read the excerpt from the book here: Introduction to the Hypothesis
I began to journal daily about this dream. As I wrote, I began to feel into the emotion of the dream. How could a God that didn't care produce such warm and welcoming energy.? How could a God that did not care provide such a protective feeling within me? What was I missing. I would pull myself together, ask for understanding, and carry on with my day. Through out that day and those that followed, I would continue to hear the same message each time I sought the guidance of my angels and guides. Finally I sat in meditation and my question for that session was, "What the heck?" (I didn't really say heck, but I'm trying to keep this clean)
The message that came in that meditation and later dreams is summed up in the hypothesis, and I write about further messages in my blogs and daily posts. God is not out there looking down on you. We use he or she to describe God, but God is really neither, but rather the same energy as you and I for we were created in "his" likeness. All of this sent me back to "A Course In Miracles", which I had closed the cover on for a few years, though I still remembered the lessons. This time I began to read the text. Many of my questions were answered there.
God is nothing we are not and we are nothing God is not. We are the creation of God, each of us a small cell of "his" being. To say you do not believe in God is to say you do not believe in your own existence. God cannot exist but through each of us. That is our oneness. We are all a spark in the Divine Energy of Creation.
All that happens in life is just that, life that happens. God does not sit in judgement of us. When life is good it is because we are connecting with our own divinity. When things seem bad, it is because we are not creating, expanding, growing, serving, or loving. That is all God can help with, he knows nothing else. Asking should I do this or that, when both choices are for the good of all, cannot be answered, except through your own decision. There are no wrong choices, unless they are leading to something that is less than love, being chosen through fear instead of grace.
For years, though I had a knowing that Jesus walked with me, I was not happy with the church or the interpretations of the scripture. I saw the words differently. I did not want a God who would punish me when I made mistakes. I also have authority issues, and prefer not to be stonewalled into doing something I don't want to do. Now I see that through these years I had the audacity to thing I was independent from this energy and at times believed I had more power and strength. In truth I was competing with God. Here is where you can have a good laugh. I have over the years since the dream, and each time I find myself competing, I see the humor in it, forgive myself for being an "idiot" and reclaim my alignment from within. Within is the only place God is - Within each person, animal, bird, fish, plant and situation.
So if the operations of God are in our hands, hearts and minds, can we be responsible enough to perform the duties we agreed to when we stood in line to choose a body for this game of life? Can we find God's thoughts, and express them as they are meant to be expressed? We were given all the tools, then sadly, had our memory of home erased, with faith from God that we would remember when the time was right. Is the time right for you? Are you ready to step into your greatness and loving power and be that which you are? Are you willing to take responsibility?
God gave man dominion over the earth, because we are his operations mangers. His business cannot run without us. While God Energy is more pure, strong and faithful than ours, he bestowed on his creations all that he is. In numbers we match his energy, alone we can do nothing. He needs all of us to work on his behalf, in love.
I have not shared this previously because I was afraid people would see me differently. Who I Am has not changed (read "Don't Change For Heaven's Sake for a better understanding of the I Am principle) but what I choose to reflect in the world has.
Accepting responsibility does not ask for sacrifice or change of lifestyle, though life seems different. Taking responsibility will not bring more in material terms, though what you want becomes much different. Taking responsibility does not make you better than your neighbor, though some may become jealous of your new found sense of peace and joy. Taking responsibility is an inside job, and no one needs to know, except by your choosing.
The world needs more of us to accept our divinity. Only then can peace prevail.
You are a blessing in this world.
I Love You Thank You.
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